life is a maze and love is like a riddle` ♥

Friday, October 19, 2007 { 10/19/2007 09:36:00 PM }

hahaha. today was just super plain boredom.. and hilarious too.. and dumb. lol firstly, i woke up in the late afternoon. XPP secondly, i dreamt of something impossble in the reality. lol ^^ i woke up laughing to & at myself. cant believe i just dreamt of that. lol craziness, what a thing to start the day.. lol XP hmmph. anyway went online, slack arnd, watch cartoon with fatty etc. felt super restless at home so decided to go to the supermarket with my aunty.

aft buying oil, milk, coffee and chocolates.! x) we walked around the estate.. felt a little like tpy but not as lively.. yeah yeah. XP bought some stuff that i really really liked them. hehe just by that, it didn let me regret going but make me more happy.. lol today is a crazy day for nic. lol haha came home, munch on some of the chocolates, had dinner and watch tv. fatty, daddy and i watched kung fu hustle, the hunchback, tom & jerry etc. lol haha hmmph.

did some soulsearching, mindsearching, rewinding memories - good and bad ones, and times that were unforgetable. i remember when i was a toddler, in kindergarten, primary school, secondary school... i remember the times when i had soo much fun with my family, friends, relatives.. i remember spending my time with my parents and siblings playing games, bowling, golfing, going overseas, visit the disneyland etc. all those times bring laughter, joy, bonding our family. i remember crawling around when i was a baby, a toddler. i remember going to school with my friends. i remember i was trying to cycle for the first time with my sister, in the end i was sitting in front while she was cycling me. i remember celebrating birthdays with my friends and family. i remember going to the beach with my cousins. i remember working. i remember the time i was quarelling with my mother. i remember i was following my family visiting people during CNY. i remember counting money in the car with my sister and brothers, comparing who received the most. i remember swiming with my siblings and playing in the water. i remember watching midnight movie with my second sis in town. i remember how my family celebrated my birthday every year when i was younger. i remember how my mother left. i remember seeing my dad cry for the first time. i remember my mother chasing aft me and beating me. i remember crying when something bad happens. i remember how i lost my close ones right in front of me... i remember fainting outside my mom death bed. i remember kneeling in front of her body. i remember seeing my family members stay strong when our hearts break into million pieces. i remember crying myself to sleep. i remember hugging my teacher when im down. i remember going to mt house when i felt useless and lost. i remember hugging smirth when i didn feel well. i remember hugging kc when i didn know how to help my friend.

MEMORIES ARE PAINFUL. MEMORIES ARE FULL OF JOYS & LAUGHTER. MEMORIES BRINGS BACK THE HAPPY TIMES & THE BAD TIMES. etc